i have come to understand that each year i take a break…i don’t mean to nor do i schedule, i just seem to shut down creatively…each year i try to see where it stems from and in truth i have never come to a complete answer.….as a usually happy and productive creative i am in perpetual motion, thinking, doing, creating — moving…what i believe i have learned this time around is this is my time of much needed still.…in the stillness we can recharge, reflect and regroup. it is an important ritual.
what also comes with this, usually are tears…sometimes i am not sure from where they flow, but i always feel cleansed after they are done…so much of a day is consumed with obligation and appearance, what we lack are expressing our rights, like the right to cry…not as a sign of weakness or brokeness, but when we need to cleanse the inner cob webs that can jam up the creative machine…today is one such day of right & ritual and i have uncorked the dam and embrace the still that will follow.
love you sweet sweet heart!